Lost in the middle of the journey. Signs pointing to shortcuts, but not the real passage. Not following the group and a sense of uncertainty is so present that it doesn't feel right to not be a leader.
It's the way the world works that gives confusion. Swallowing the problems away. Expense of health consumes our well being. I cringe to become something less that what I know I am.
Ready in hindsight, but petrified at the moment.