The Hardest Part

Here we are in the 21st Century and most young people are riddled with debt and being stuck between a rock and a hard place. I always speak of my tough stance on what the future holds and how I'm going to be this extraordinary figure. But to be honest I have no clue where to start.
School has been the death of me with working so much and even though the money is good, I'm not satisfied with my line of work anymore.
So do I just quit and move to Europe and explore the world or do I try to get through this rut and see what's in store for me. Never knew that fear could consume someone so much. My depression overwhelms me when a project is due or work is on my ass about finishing a task. The sense of overwhelming pressure constantly puts this feeling in my chest and do only way to make it go away is to not think about it.
As I'm typing I wonder who the hell is reading this and if anyone even cares. I've done so much in my life so far, but there are these goals that I have yet to attain. And when I think about it, the time is there but am I being lazy or just consumed by anxiety and depression.

Well ill leave my rants to be archive by google and for the world to see for years to come.

Good night world.

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